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since kristy and jen came to visit i have become really home sick and really dont know why, i dont miss new york i love california its great, but still i really miss everyone in new york a few people in paticular and i almost cant take it anymore, i really want the end of feburary to come because i want to go home and visiit i just need the reasurance that everyone misses me i really just need to hang out with alot of people, even if its like for an hour at most i jus t want to be like hey how your doing and than so on and so forth their are a few road trips i NEED to take, i really hope that i can find a car cause i really want to visit heather and amy it would be good to see both of those girls....i dont know how to end this thought so im just gonna post it
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[11 Jan 2006|02:54am] |
ok so i went and saw hostle tonight movie was ok if your a guy if your a chick dont go see it. best way to describe it was titi with a hint of killing and pools of blood, but yeah came home and got Alberto's which was dank, where has mexican food been all my life for christ sakes, now im sitting here watching saturday night live and im really bored chilling with mct. jen and kristy came out and left today which was really sweet. it was cool to see them, it made me miss new york a little bit more and made me excited to go home even though im still kinda nervous about the court shit, i still need to write the letter to the insurance company for the plain ticket so i can get reimbursed for it. but seeing as i just spend two hundred and fifty dollars today on a digital camera (same price as my plane ticket) i shouldnt really complain, i shouldnt of bought one but i really wanted one and i didnt really get anything cool for christmas so what the fuck.
i really now cant wait to go home and visit, like the one thing thats gonna suck is that its gonna be cold as fuck and i have become a spoiled bitch living out here, i so dont look forward to snow at all, but on the plus side i really dont have anywhere that i have to go, like i said that i would work at birds for a couple of days only because its really easy but besides that i want to see as many people as i can. And from what the reaction i got from people when they found that out they want to see me too. which made me feel missed its a good feeling. anyone want to hang out when im in town give my cell a call 5420352 and im gonna be in town from the 22 to the 28 of next month as some of you know.
i really have nothing else to say right now its three and i need to go to bed soon seeing as i have to wake up early to do laundry since i didnt do it today. I didnt really do anything today well besides go see the movie and i went to that at like 11 so i did absolutely nothing and it was everything i expected it could be, days like that are still enjoyable for me seeing as i work alot and i dont have a car so my choices of entertainment is small. i think im gonna take a shot of ny quill soon and go to bed
peace
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i really dont know what to do right now, i really like kristie buy im really scared to even persue anything why cant i have confidence i really am scared to ask that girl out cause i know she isnt gonna feel me at all, i know amber and april told me to go for it but they even isnt trying to hear that they are just trying to make me feel better, i really dont like rejection and i dont know how i could handle it and than work with the girl because it would straight up be awkward between us at work and such but at the same time i really wish i didnt worry about that and just try it, (im kinda drunk right now thats why im being emo) i had to say that because i know that i hate myself for doing this right now i dont like bitching but when i get drunk i get emo i really dont know i just want somthing personaly good to happened, i mean cali is awesome it was a good choice but i really want to have someone for me why not me why not me....
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DAMN IT i converted to my old ways yet again get home from work than go online and look at stupid shit for like an hour a two and ive been doing it alot latley damn it why did we have to get free internet i never really used a computer in mad long i was doing good by now that i got free internet all the time oh well atleast now i got limewire so i can get music for my ipod which is that butterstuff
anyways everything is going good, working alot, have the mean work week this week but atleast i have tomorrow off, i think im gonna get some ink done soon, i really have been bored and it would be awesome to have some more work to look at, plus i have to buy james a gift certificate to somewhere so he can go maybe ill just wait and cruise with him, im sure ill get money from daVe and given that money would probally be usefull at other times but oh well im young and stupid i can drop two hundred im a little ahead, ill just have to pick up more shifts,
gotta buy my plane ticket also gotta to get the money for it from the insurance company i really dont know what they plan on doing like send me a check or somthing i need to call them about it, im nervouse cause i dont want the case to happpend because i freak myself out about stuff llike that, like i think im gonna be fuck royaly and the truth is im really not gonna be well i hope im not. see thats what i mean I DONT KNOW and it fuckin kills me i dont know where their going with it, god this shit is stressfull.
WORK DRAMA:(need to vent)
ok girl i like at work kristie i think is floating towards me but im really not sure like i told her about a party on new years eve (which hasent even really been planned yet just an idea i threw out their) but yeah she seemed down and aparently she is really tight with my neighbors which is pretty sweet because i can see if Rory (my neighbor) can help me out a little bit, just need to ride this one out hopefully it works out that would be pretty sweet
tista called me yesterday which is totaly bad ass told her that i was gonna be in town at the end of feburary so that will be one day to calm down a little and just chill, but yeah ok im donw hopefully the songs im downloading are finnish
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| A QUIUCK UPDATE BEFORE MNF |
[12 Dec 2005|06:04pm] |
I was gonna update it but i realized nothing really that exciting is going on, california is alot of fun but nothing really that exciting is going on nothing worth writing about, but i apparently have to fly back their in the near future because of my car accident yeah i am being sued for that that really fuckin blows so i have to fly to new york drive to kingston make a statement about the accident and than drive back to albany and fly back here, SO THAT IS GONNA BE A FUCKIN BLAST!
oh yeah no one calls me enough, i am down somoeone call me and say hello once and a while still the same number, 518-542-0352
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whats up people i am alive just wanted to say that
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everything all set, moving company came today to pick everything up so im with out a bed for a while, anyone that wants to let me shack up with them for a little bit id appreciate it. So yeah im all done with the east coast, there are alot of people that i would like to see before i leave but i wont and that saddens me, even though im not really good friends with most of these people well anymore i still would of liked to se alot more people than i have. just break down this a bit for people that ill continue to talking too after i leave
first of all devon, devon i love you your a great person and have helped me out alot through the last two years of knowing each other, it sucks that we never could do the canada trip and the whole dorthy thing was sort of a disappointment, but its been sweet to have you as a friend
um jen jen your my bitch and you know it, good luck with school and dont let jesse shart on you.
(there is so much more i could say but nothing actually needs to be said)
will and strom you two are my only live journal homies, gonna miss you guys alot and be on each other about the reunion october or new years eve either way reunion has got to happened between us
honestly those are probably gonna be the only people i continue to talk to after i leave, its not that i dont want to talk to anyone else from here i just dont see it happening. those are the only people that have showed interest in talking to me so i guess thats it for now
so this is skwizy signing off, everyone take it east,
1-518-542-0352 incase anyone wants to get a hold of me thats my cell phone number and im all about people on the couch so let me know ill arrange shit anyone can come and visit peace, from the east coast....
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its almost here i can feel the day creeping up and im gittery just to be on the road crusinen across the country, ive stated my last week at birds this week which im stoked about, everything here is coming to an end for me, i have such the feeling closure in me, Everything is about to get real and im pumped for it,i am bored with my life here i am about to enjoy life ten times more shortly, i mean im gonna miss my closest friends but thats it, They know they have invitations to become guys on the couchs in my apartment so its all good, i really have nothing to say just jonesin like crazy and i dont even have my apartment all lined up im sure as soon as i get the apartment ill be like ok joes leaving, and thats whats gonna go down, i already know im gonna leave early, may twenty eighth is to fuckin far away from now for me, id rather just go out there and get everything situated my june first id be ready to start my new life, cause thats exsactly whats gonna go down, im going to have a new life, this is a reset for me and thats what i need....oh and by the way new family guy on last night FUCKIN AWESOME
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my mothers entire family came up this weekend and i have been in hell since they got here, i am the fuck up in the family well thats what they see me as, they invited me to go out to dinner but i would of just gotten shit from all of them so declined and sat my ass at home, i know my mom cares about me but she doesnt know how to show it to me in a proper way, and also she dosent understand me thats why shes constinly on my case. which i cant blame her for but she really needs to work on that. hopefully while im gone she will learn how
dude im so afraid that im going to get fucked over by james, it sucks cause he is one of my best friend but im putting up most of the money and im a very easy going guy and i dont want to be talked out of him paying me back but i know his situation and i dont want to be a dick about it. i honestly fear that im going to go out their and move in with wes and be left out of everything, cause wesley has his friends and family out their, james will have katie helping him out alot, and than theres me the only people i have is wesley and james out their i know this for a fact now. im just hopeing that i dont get the fuck out ingeneral. im just so damn nervouse about this, its such a change i dont know if im ready for it but i have to do it. i dont have to do it because i have been telling everyone that ive met for the past year that i was moving to san diego, i mean that is a reason too, but i cant stay here if i do im never gonna leave cause i know if i dont move im just gonna become a full time cook at windowbox and im gonna hate my life, all i really want is to enjoy life cause im sick of it here. im sick of doing the same thing over and over sounds familular? dont care i am rantin
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as i sit here and think about how i act it makes me wonder what other people think of me i know for a fact that most of the people who look at my journal hates me i know it, ive become a scumbag in alot of peoples eyes it sucks but theres nothing i can do so i guess ill just have to deal with it, but at the same time i am a scumbag ive done alot of shaddy shit in my life stuff i am not proud of. but at the same time its already done and again theres nothing that i can really do about it now. i really hope i begin to learn from the stupid shit that i do because i dont want to be seem as a scumbag or sketchy or whatever i dont know, im just sick of really being "that guy" really that is the perfect way to describe how i was back in the day i defidently was that guy. it was only after i became an asshole that my friends began to like me more, i dont understand that either, i was always a nice guy when i was younger and no one ever fuckin liked me they always saw me as that sketchy quite kid but at the same time thats who i was back in the day. i mean look at the person i was back than, i honestly looked like a fuckin clown with the shit i wore it was so fuckin childish. i did that to myself, i made myself an outcast in high school. i made myself they sketchy kid, and i finnaly got sick of being different cause it wasent working for me so i changed i became a stoner, i went from that outcast who looked like a stoner to an outcast who was a stoner. but i honestly believe me smoking helped me out alot, as sad and pathetic that is, it opened me up alot, it made me care a little less what people thought of me. but at the same time it put me in a different world, it made me be able to be ok with shitty suroundings and thats where i am now, thats the main reason i smoke, not to get high just so i dont get pissed off about shitty situations, thats pathetic i know but thats what i have to do. i honestly dont even know what the hell im talking about anymore again its a rant, i must sound like a fuckin idiot but at the same time i am an idiot i learned this at a young age, im not gonna do much with my life i already know it now, im gonna be another face in the crowd nothing special nothing exciting nothing really that cool.
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i just walked in the door from visting devon and it was one of best mini trips ive ever taken. had a blast with her and all her friends got pretty fucked up and enjoyed myself, also talked shit like it was my job. I can defidently see myself visting her often well till i leave, it really isnt that bad of a drive if it was a stoney rooze it could of been better mainly cause its kinda boring sitting in a car for that long with out someone to talk too. Im really gonna miss devon after i leave just chilling with her yesterday i feel that i got to know her alot better than i did. so all and all i had a great night and hope to have many more chilling in conneticut. so with taht i must ask devon alexander young will you e marry me? i wait to here for your responce
so what else am i doing, im trying to figure out what my own personal tarot ard is cause i need new cool ideas for tattoos further down the line. if anyone can give me a sight to find that out id appreciate it.
i need to start filling out my apartment aplication but at the same time i still have like two more weeks before i can even reserve the apartment that i wanted so i can slack off a little ill most likely do it this weekend anyway
dude i am really gonna miss people i was thinking about this when i was driving home, their are so many people that im never gonna see again. Some im sorta glad but most im upset about it. the only peop-le ill talk to after i leave is gonna be will, strom, devon and jen, i highly doubt ill ever talk to john or jody maybe occationly if they call me but i dont see myself talking to them but yeah so many other people i talk too and ill never talk to again. in a way its a good thing cause leaveing everything behind gives me a chance to start over i have a clean state but at the same time im kinda scared to stop talking to people here the idea of starting over scares me, im truly terrified about moving away its gonna make things real instantly and that scares me im afraid that what my mother says is right im gonna go out their blow all of my money that i have saved and have to come back to this shit hole. if that happends i would honestly snap i couldnt handle proving her right in that aspect. i need to prove that fuckin cunt wrong. she acts like she wants to be supportive but thinks im gonna fail.
WHY WHY THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THAT WHY THE FUCK CANT YOU JUST BE LIKE THATS GOOD JOE I AM HAPPY FOR YOU, I HAVE FOUND SOMTHING FINNALY THAT I AM GUNG HO ABOUT AND YOU HAVE TO SHOOT ME DOWN IN MY PLANS. THIS IS WHY I NEVER FUCKIN CARED ABOUT ANYTHING IT WAS YOUR FUCKIN FAULT YOU WHERE THERE ALL THE TIME BUT IN A WAY ABANDOND ME. IT IS YOUR FAULT THAT I AM THE WAY I WAS AM OR EVER WILL BE YOUR THE ONE THAT MADE ME THE PERSON THAT I AM TODAY. I AM AN ASSHOLE I AM ASSHOLE BECAUSE WHEN I WAS LITTLE YOU LEFT ME HOME ALONE WITH MY FUCKIN FUCK ASS LOSER SPERM DONER YOU CALL YOUR HUSBAND IT WAS YOUR FAULT YOU DIDNT PROTECT ME FROM HIM HE HATED HIS LIFE AND HE TOOK IT OUT ON ME, YOU WOULD FIGHT WITH HIM HE WOULD GET PISSED HE WOULD FREAK OUT AND YELL AT ME, WHY WHY WHY IS IT IM THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS THE FUCKIN BLUNT OF EVERYONES FUCKIN BAD DAY. THEY EXPECT ME TO BE THE ONE THAT CAN SHRUG IT OFF. OH JOE TAKES EVERYONE SHIT I CAN SHIT ON HIM TOO AND HE WONT DO ANYTHING TO ME YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU YOUR A FUCKIN LOSER YOU HAVENT DONE ANYTHING WITH YOUR LIFE YOU SOME WHAT OWN A FUCKIN RESTURATANT AND YOU FUCKIN DRUG ADDICT WHO RESENTS EVERYTHING TAHT YOU DO. THATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND YOU YOU WILL ALWAYS BE EHRE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AND IM FUCKIN GONE!!!
I AIN'T LIKE YOU!
And I don't want your love.And I don't need your respect.I just can't hate enough but I got no tears or regrets. I ain't like you I will never live like you and you will never walk the path I do.
I will never be like you and I'll never be a part of your society of lies and fools.
I will never live like you. I will never walk the path you do.-blood for blood
damn it i really dont know where that came from it just came out and i really wasent that pissed off tonight i need to leave i need to calm down i need somthing different to happend soon hopefully moving to cali will be eggasactly what happends thats my last hoe.
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"To all my friends,
Present past and beyond
Especially those who weren't with us too long
Life is the most precious thing you can lose
While you were here fun was never ending
Laugh a minute only the beginning
Canton, Colvin, Nichols, this ones for you
Ever get the feeling you can't go on
Just remember whose side it is that you're on
You've got friends with you till the end
If you're ever in a tough situation we'll be there with no hesitation
Brotherhood's our rule that cannot bend
When you're feeling too close to the bottom
You know who it is you can count on
Someone will pick you up again we can conquer anything together
All of us are bonded forever if you die I die that's the way it is"
V till the end
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so i just got home from having dinner with my father and my brother interesting night to say the least, havent seen mike in a while it was cool, he wants me to come out and vist him in nyc before i go to california, the one good thing about having a gay brother he has alot of hot chick friends and aparently there all about favors so im all about that lol, but yeah dinner was ok, my dad was wasted though i was kinda scared to drive with him but talked for a bit he says he wants to invest in the pub but he wants to drink for free which i guess we couold hoook him up with cause his pension is like five grand a month for nothing and if he wants to throw me some funds so we could get started that would be awesome he didnt help me my entire life if he wants to start helping me out now than im all about it, ill just sit him in the corner and give him a beer just as look as he keeps feeding me money, i was use my father for every dime that he has, ill get him back for all the terrible shit he put me through when i was younger so ill pretend to be his friend for a while. oh god im gonna enjoy it i really am, and its great now cause i can be a fucking douchbag to him and he cant say shit to me, cause im not a little kid anymore he cant yell at me and he knows it. but one good thing is he is all about me getting tattooed so if my mother ever gets on my back about it my father will be on her given i will cause that drama in my moms life but oh well shes fucked me over, i really dont care about many people in my family their all assholes so if i can sorta screw them over well not so much screw them over but really annoy them im all about it, so what am i doing tonight im waiting for jen to get out of work and than i think im gonna chill with her tonight seeing as she hasent really been around, ok im bored of doing this
oh yeah do kids hate little leauge cause i think south park is right
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tattoos are healing up nicely and truely look bad ass cant wait for california to rock them. i went to oneonta on monday to vist heather it was good to see her i havent talked to her in mad long, we chilled for a few hours caught up, it sucks to say but that will be the last time i ever see her, also saw downey at oneonta which i knew was gonna happend and amy i know you read this so may twenty eighth im leaving you know where i live drop my movie off any time lol anyways as the days go by i can slowly see the date coming up and its not hiting me at all, im ready to leave, im ready to start a new. but at the same time i have so much sht i have to do in the next too months, but on the plus side hopefully i can get a good chunk of it done in the next couple of days, i want to just do eveything now and just be done with it and just enjoy the last little bit of the east coast that i have left, i am going to vist devon next week so thats gonna be bad ass, i need to still plan a trip to white castle any takers? ok im sick of typing time actually accomplish some stuff
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two fresh new tattoo and i must say mike comes through again, but now i need my forearm pieces done, its bothering me cause i know i have enough mony where i could just go get another two bad ass tattoos. so what am i suppose to do get the tattoos and be kicked out of my house or bite the bullet and wait. ah what to do what to do, if i do get the forarm piecces anyone want to let me crash at their place till my flight to cali leaves cause thats eggsaactly what would happend
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A - Age you got your first kiss: 15
B - Band listening to right now: N.E.R.D
C - Crush: no one at this time
D - Dad's name: joe
E - Easiest person to talk to: its not hard to talk
F - Favorite bands at the moment: all that remains, trivium
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms: bears
H - Hometown: albany
I - Instruments:none
K - Kids: none that i know about
L - Longest ride ever: six hours soon to be fourty five hours
M - Moms name: mary
N - Nicknames: skwizy
O - One wish: to go to cali tonight
P - Phobia(s): death
Q - Quote: i was walking in the park and i saw a white women and she screamed and started running so i chased her
R - Reason to smile: permi grin
S - Song you last sang to: love lost in a hail of gun fire
T - Time you woke up: nine thirty
U - Unknown fact about me: straight foward
V - Vegetable you hate: ill eat anything just as long as its in somthing
W - Worst habit(s): lying about stupid shit
X - X-rays you've had: um alot cant remember
Y - Yummy food: duck ravioli
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last cigarette: dont smoe cigs, last bowl was three days ago
last kiss: um...trista i think
last good cry: months ago cant remember a date
last movie seen: i watch movies like its my job but the last one was today i was bored so i watched half baked
last cuss word uttered: cunt refereing to lindsay
last beverage drank: pepsi with lunch
last food consumed: buffalo wings
last crush: kristen probaly
Last time showered: around 12 thirty
last shoes worn: i tried on my white etnies
last cd played: blood for blood white trash anthem
last annoyance: lindsay
last disappointment: um sitting at home all night last night
last soda drank: pepsi
last thing written: everybodys racist, except me of couse, cause im black
last words spoken: lindsay why do you have to be such a fuckin cunt
last IM: jess imed me a few hours ago
last time amused: i think stuffs funny is it the same thing?
last time wanting to die: um waking up after a long night of drinking and not wanting to go to work, so yeah on st pattys,
last time in love: um...actually in love was probally amy
last time hugged: kristen a week ago
I LOVE: stoney love, enough said
I HATE: new york
I FEAR: That i will lose tuch with my brothers down the line
I HOPE: to open up a set of pubs around the world
I FEEL: anything
I HIDE: nothing
I DRIVE: as little as possible
I MISS: the past
I LEARNED: alot in my life but nothing that important,
WOW I AM REALLY FUCKIN BORED TIME TO GO
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i hate the fact that i even think about you, i hate you yet i cant stop looking to you for somthing but i dont know what, it hurts me to think of things that once where and never will be again
-stupid young kid
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seeing her face tonight reminded me of the person i was just a few months ago, unsure of what was going to happend, unsure if i was going to leave, wondering who my true friends are since that time ive answerd all of those question and now i see her again, i missed her i really did, going from talking to someone everyday to nothing is a shame, i hate the fact that things ended so soon but all and all for the best. i couldnt help but feel and urge to put my arm around her to kiss her when shes not expecting, why am i so bad at that thing called relationships,
in other news i just wanna give a happy twenty first and a happy twentieth to jen and tiny, and if he ever hears about it happy birthday crazy steve.
so i am planning out my going away party obviously it will be at the apartment, and it will be the weekend of the 14 and 15 and than a week late were out. I really wish there would be a variety of people at my going away party but it will probally just be vandal and posse so pretty much shauna,
so my mom is slowly beginning to realize that im leaving and shes being super nice but i know she expects me to fail so with that i appreciate everything that she is doing and giving me for my big move but fuck that herpies ridden bitch! why the hell cant she just be supportive of it and expect me to succed in this, why must she always knock me down to a level below her, hell im 19 fuckin years old and i still havent told her that i gotten a tattoo, because apaprently and i quote, "if you get a tattoo i will disowne you" end quote, so shell be loving me when i come home in about three years with atleast my two for arms done, why cant i be myself? i know im an asshole i know it, but at the same time your the reason i became an asshole but thats a whole other entry in itself, but anyways i cant be myself when it comes to my mother, im constinly on eggshells with her, i cant even voice my political opinions with fuckin corneliouse, because of her, i cant take it anymore the women i love her unfortunatly at times i think, but the women is too much for me to handle, and i need to get the fuck out of here now, i would do anything just to get on a plane and leave tomorrow which i could do, i have enough money where i can leave everything tomorrow and start over, it would just be me and wesley till james came out and i gaurentee if i left here tomorrow james would probally move down with katie with in the month so it really wouldnt be that bad, why dont i than? because i unfortuantly dont want to fuck over my uncle like that cause that eggsactly what would happend, given ive talked alot of shit about my uncle but my entire life he was the only real guy figure i had because my dad was a fuckin asshole and was jealouse that my mother gave me and lindsay attention so he took it out on me, why is that by the way? why must i always be the one to take the wrath of EVERYONE!! im always that guy for some reason i just take shit and dont do anything about it, but at the same time i have been takeing shit from people so much over my life time that it doesnt even effect me anymore, someone could be a complete asshole to me and id just write them off, i honestly think that is a talent, because it has helped me to be less pissed off at the world, because im sick of being the angry teen completely i just want to enjoy life thats really all it comes down to i guess, what will make me enjoy life, as of right now, and it would be moving far away from this place and starting a new starte where no one really knows who i am, given everyone already knows me out their but they know stoney joe and im ok with that, they dont know sketch ass joe as the god father refers to me and thats the way i want to keep it i want to drop my bad habbits in the wind and pretty much not care anymore, think i can do it? oh well what do you know anyway....
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